Soldier Side

"They were crying when their sons left God is wearing black He's gone so far to find no hope He's never coming back They were crying when their sons left All young men must go He's come so far to find the truth He's never going home."
-System Of A Down

Last blog was 21 days ago, this is a time for me to clear my thoughts, get things that i've been wanting to get finished [for the longest] for real or at least the ones I half-assed attempted to...

Big sigh.
Yesterday was horrible for the first half of school cause it was hard to stay awake and keep my eyes open. Something about 4th period changes all that, because i'm always alert and pretty much able to volunteer or participate more thoroughly, I normally participate 95% of the time anyways. Side note I gotta make a list of songs I wanna sing cause there's a possibility of actually recording/playing with other people. This song is definitely going on the list.

I'm isolating myself from alot of bullshit here in greenpoint, making my best-self own attempt at excelling what really means the most to my future, homework, socializing with real people, and every little thing in between. "Self improvement is self-destruction." - Fight Club

Hopefully it'll pain me enough to go through with this.

Chic 'N' Stu

"Need therapy-therapy-advertising causes-need therapy therapy-advertising cause NEED! therapy therapy-advertising causes need."

A random pointless song, well not really pointless.

So today was grrrrrrrr-rate! Nah, today was ok. Schedule is all screwed, but at least it gets me more credits and including that I got in Ap English. :D I also got a free period last, so I get out earlier than most. Already found a buddy to walk home with too. Today was the most lenient day of homework ever. And to say tomorrow is a wednesday - get out 1, things are looking pretty good so far.

Mr. Failla - "I went to Hawaii so I can surf, meet Hawaiian girls and draw and I sucked at all of it. Well not the hawaiian girls part, but.."
The man is hilarious.

I started playing guitar more often, trying to balance that in with school and working out.

Til tomorrow..

JERKS

I had a thought last night. It was how so many females are discouraged and overall upset because of guys. They're constantly stating how a guy or guys in general are jerks. Well I wanna be the first guy to say - ALL GUYS ARE JERKS. I'm admitting this, because I want to set a point straight. Any guy that says he's not a jerk is a complete liar and you should run away quick, that's how you find the good guy. Every girl usually wants the sweet caring guy that enjoys walking on beaches - this is bullshit, because the only reason they like walking on beaches is the result after another one night stand, leaving the women on the beach alone (in a metaphorical sense). Either the sweet guy or the reckless badass can be the same person. Ask the guy first if he's a jerk and if he says, "Yes.", he's most likely being honest. If it's "Yeah sometimes." that'll do too. It's that simple. I'm tired of girls giving up on life and saying, "That's it i'm going lesbian." or "I'm staying celibate." This rant/blog is to all the assholes and inconsiderate numb-fucks that screw over women by making them feel comfortable about you and making them put their guard down, just so you can have a bigger and more selfish chance at that 5 mins. I'm doing the entire female population a big favor by typing this, please spread it, cause "ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE."
I needed to write this to vent and to make it known, so spread it before you spread yourself. ;]

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

Demolition Lovers

"Hand in mine into your icy blues, and then I say to you, "we can take to the highway" with this truck of ammunition too, i'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets." My Chemical Romance

Today was really great. Went afterschool to my school band meeting, most of them can sing good, three beat boxers, an electric piano, and two and maybe going to be three [me] electric guitarists. They covered We Will Rock You with a beat-box remix, Apologize with a keyboard, Viva La Vida and a few others. They pretty much learn this in an hour.

I also got some skating in, getting agile again, popping tricks higher than ever. <3

One of the first songs I started learning on guitar was Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us by My Chemical Romance - I highly recommend it. Goodnight. ^_^

Teenage Zombie

"She was a Teenage Zombie. She was a teenage corpse. She was a Teenage Zombie - drop dead gorgeousness for sure." - Muderdolls

It's a sweet song in post-apocalyptic manners.

I had a vision Damian, I don't feel like texting you though, but were gonna cover Master of Puppets for the first minute or so, duet style, screaming or actually singing the lyrics i'm still debating.

Today can be described as "...arduous." "Did you look that up in a dictionary or something?" - No Mas Verde Ep. 1 on youtube.com I'm in it with some friends. Check it out everyone, each episode gets better, but it dies out like episode 6 or 7. BUT, seriously today sucked balls. I got out early, but like I mentioned yesterday, hw up the ass. I drank 2 monsters to tide me over and it worked great. 5 hours worth, more like 4 just add the procrastinating and breaking out into song. I'm supposed to sell my broken Xbox to some guy for $50, so he can have the thrill of fixing it and it'll fund to my next one hahah. Still hasn't showed up, "i'll call you at 7." Yeah right.

Go to stumbleupon.com for a random experience.

I just can't wait till the weekend comes, then I can hopefully relax and finish Metal Gear Solid 1. It's a quest of mine to finish each game in the series.

I'm spiking my hair tmrw for a side note. If I remember. o.o Good night. ^-^

TRASHED AND SCATTERED

"And my body's trashed and low, but to you i'll never show - myself or what's inside. And I seen it all before, but i'll settle the score - i'll never join your si-de" - Trashed and Scattered


Perfect song to get you pumped up, been singing it all week.
I'm currently learning it on guitar, that is, whenever I have time to play it before 10 p.m -_-

Back to reality - i'm royally fucked. BAD. Tomorrow I gotta make up so much work it's not even remotely funny. Instead of complaining about too much work, incompetent teachers and the usual BS you get from the system, i'm just going to go off on tangents here.

I have so much m&m's in my place that my dad probably got - it's going to be gone before the week is over. He keeps telling me i'm going to get diabetes, but he's not helping with getting mad junk food. That's my belated resolution..Nah chilll. On thursday, I have a Youth Court case - Fare Evasion. Can't wait for my check.

For now i'll leave you with this, goodnight. <3 http://www.stylelist.com/2010/01/12/megan-fox-in-sexy-emporio-armani-underwear-ad-campaign/?icid=main|aim|dl3|link4|http%3A%2F%2Fwww.stylelist.com%2F2010%2F01%2F12%2Fmegan-fox-in-sexy-emporio-armani-underwear-ad-campaign%2F

Hysteria

"And I want you now.
I-want-you-now.
I feel my heart implode.
-and I'm breaking out
-escaping now
Feeling my faith erode."
Hysteria by Muse

My day was yet still a little hard to concentrate in chemistry first period. Made my school day fly by a little better with a snickers I bought off a friend, Shajoy, she's sells candy all the time. I am a bit non-descriptive when it comes to my Latin teacher, Ms. Grandinetti. She's beautiful with medium-long brown flowing hair with a casual, but cool sense of fashion with her random clothing. And she has an ever so sweet melodic voice, especially when she sings. Oh man, when i graduate, I gotta show her this blog. xD

For Ap Art, we had this guy, Mr. Ready. Not sure on the spelling, but who cares. He was a pretty inspirational speaker than just your average teacher explainging their own life story. He said, though like everyone else, that life is not easy and artwork can come and go, but when you have an idea, keep it written down, base a few drawings off it, and take bits and pieces of other things that you like and make it into your own. I've also had some trouble with deciding what I want my concentration to be, I just can't base it off skateboarding, there's only so many roots to what it realtes to. But I just might.

Gym was easy, had a sub and that made things even better since I didn't have a pair of shorts, so it was a guaranteed "you don't have to change today" day. After was even better, but in the end I met up with Damian and Patti the hardcore catfighter and we went to my Youth Court place as I finished my white hot chocolate passing by my place. A dull 2 hours of straight up talking from two cops, a random video and this official white court guy. Hahah, i love saying official. Other than that hw was a drag, but I got through most of it. Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew is on, ttyl.