Your Body Is A Wonderland

Funny topic: Peeping across buildings.

Ever realize that one person looking at other people across the street or across the town? Either looking or scoping at people? Take just looking for example. People know it's a "rude thing" to stare, more or less into somebodies window - directly at another person, but what if they're on the roof?

SUDDENLY they become that more interesting. Not only does it involve the fact that they're doing something "in public", but it lessens the rudeness, even though people tend to stare longer than usual anyway.

Now if you live in Greenpoint, these people, if not on July 4th to see the fireworks, these people are called Yuppies. Most likely high school drop outs with low paying jobs and scavenging for used clothing. Not saying it's a bad thing, but yo. It's like the same person everywhere I look. Gets annoying, especially with all the "groovy" and darned things these Yuppies say. Think about it.

New phrase I invented yesterday: "Just sayin'."

True Story I made up.

Disney

Disney movies have subliminal messages in each movie. Aside from the fact that there's no mothers for the children in the films except like 1 or 2. Excluding Bambi cause the mother got shot right when the movie started. One video in particular that my friend showed to me is this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGnnaP5ePHs&feature=PlayList&p=C071BE904A8F8430&playnext_from=PL&playnext=1&index=5

This stood out to me the most cause throughout the movie, "sex" is written everywhere. The things that are depicted as "not beautiful" are ridiculed and demeaned and lust is promoted.

Funny thing is children aren't gonna notice. Or are they?

Makes me wonder if we didn't have these movies, would children and teens also be dealing with increased insecurity and anorexia, bulimia, and suicide?

Bat Country / Seize The Day

- Avenged Sevenfold

Today was a really unhealthy day for me. At about 2, I had 2 slices of pizza with a green tea Arizona. At 430, I had a Lamb gyro with a sprite. At 5 I went and got a Dark Roast Iced Coffee from Dunkin and a Fudge Snickers which was disgusting. Very disgusted at myself today. No more crap for a good while.

Avenged Sevefold's new album is really annoying, but sticks with you, in both a good and bad way. It's bi-polar, as am I? My mother is. I had the worst day from 6pm yesterday to 1pm today, people from my job were being so incompetent and insistent to just keep talking and holding everyone else back from going home early. I think I was the only one to tell people to directly "SHUT THE FUCK UP." I was so angry, and haven't gotten that angry in about a year. I wanted to hurt someone and was about to take my anger out on some 'drifter' like man outside. Not only this got me stressed, but I was tired, hungry and I had my Ap English Exam this morning, THEN my mock US history regents. Then later on this week I have more pointless work due. I know you really can't complain about the mock thing, but I finished in 30 mins of an hour and had to stay there the whole time. Also, in the second part where I had to write 3 fucking essays in 2 hours, the last one was biased in my opinion due to the fact where it assumed that every student taking the exam knew of and could easily quote humorous people, typically comedians and use them as a source in which they can say anything illegal legally. I wrote 1 essay, because the other's language was that of early Shakespeare bullshit.

Seize The Day is really relaxing. One thing to keep my mind off of everything. Not caring about it right now.

"Are you copping answers?"

My Latin teacher asked that to a kid next to me, sooo funny.

Kids these days are talking about rap songs that having complete silence with a random beat to it for 20+ mins, when they could be listening to more talented tracks such as Suicide and Redemption by Metallica. Straight up instrumental for 10 mins.

I have a picture of panda holding pistols with a purple background for my phone's screensaver. Got A 53 on my chem test today, but i'm actually pretty ok with the grade. My grade dropped from a 93 to 67 in Latin cause I missed a vocab quiz, i'm gonna get that shit up there again tomorrow.

AND it had to be the black guy to stop the "white" guy- me - this morning to change my shoes, looking like a retard. Asshole.

Mesmerize/Maybe Memories

The album Mesmerize by System of A Down just fits what i'm feeling these days. I can listen to it non-stop, but I never do.

The first song by The Used ever recorded was Maybe Memories, first album, fucking amazing. I found out that it's based off the lead singer's life for being on and off homeless for 3 years, being addicted to Crystal Meth, and the girl he lost his virginity to ended up dying due to "habits" that they shared during their 5 year relationship.

Getting on topic:
Today was pretty good.
Found out I like soy milk
- and with coffee.
And I registered for the June Sat.

Actual studying in is order. I hope that I get the approval for only 3 people. Myself, my father and my grandfather. If he were still here.
9-9-03